User talk:M0tasim

---- lost in the prison of existence (a verse of infinity)

(the following is not the beginning, but rather a part between) .........alone

alone in a world so huge,why does it all focus on me

i am tired and i have been so for a long long time

so why

why is everything i need so forbidden

why do my dreams seem so impossible to happen

i can't live my life and i can't live my dreams

every place i find the same repeating scenes

alone in a world so huge, surrounded by all my fears

and can't see any further, my eyes are full of tears

stuck

stuck between the fingers of my fears pressing hand

with hungry wolves preying close to where i stand

it's so silent and empty,it's so dark, it's so cold

i see my life running away like a terrified animal

with me holding on its tail with the tip of my finger

i have to stay alive, i have to wait for sunlight

to kill darkness with its light from the other side

but what if it doesn't rise from where it does hide

and on the otherside of darkness is another darkside

lost

lost in the prison of existence

no more do i believe in resistance

time

time is an enemy that doesnt rest

cutting pieces of life within my chest

and as long as i wait for someone to tell

my story from the small window of my prison cell

i grow weaker and weaker

and my story grows longer and longer

what happened to me, i don't remember

i don't even know what made me surrender

love

love is an enemy that hides in me

so strong and solid like an evergreen tree

that is always digging holes in my heart

deep to carry all the pain in the world

my silent eyes that watched love take over me

are crying for now they see what i'll always be:

alone